Wednesday, July 29, 2009

What is it make it is so hard for us to talk to each other.

What is it that make it is so hard for us to talk to each other? This is one of the questions that I have to, answer tonight. Well, in my opinion, lack of confidence is one of the thousand reasons that make us difficult to talk to each other. Sometimes we feel very shy to face someone especially people that we don’t know at all or even to see the face when we talk. We also afraid to make mistake that is maybe what we will talk give them wrong perceptions and sometimes we don’t want them to think badly about us. In movie entitled “A thousand years of good prayers” we can see Mr. Shi has a confidence to talk to Madam although his English is bad.
Another reason that shields us to talk to each other is one side communication. I order to create a good conversation both party should take part. When one party refused to talk our conversation will fail even we have a lot of good topics.
Third reason is generational gap. This is because different generations have different interest. Who want to talk to a people who have different interest? Maybe they look like they listen to what we talk but it just to show their respect to us. Especially in eastern culture where it is seem to be rude if we don’t hear what our parents or people who are older than us.
Next reason is crashes of opinion. This is what happens to Yilan and her father. Her father thought that she is not happy with her life but she is, and this is what makes Yilan give a cold treat to her father. Yilan also try to escape from having a conversation with her father in order not to hurt each other feelings.
What about emotional war? This is always happen in many of us. What we have to do is find a correct people to express our feelings. We also have to brave and believe in ourselves to give our opinion and voice out what we think. Many people do not have these criteria and hence tend to keep quite.

Sunday, March 8, 2009


Last week is the busiest week because a lot of things happened. Firstly, there were exams. I have to sit two exams last week, first is Chemistry on Tuesday and then Applicable Mathematics on Thursday. A day before Thursday, I have make a speech about “Bowling for Columbine”. The speech that I have made is not as good as I expected. When I going in front of the class, I was like to faint, my heart beats was very fast and the force exerted by my heart was very hard, my chest was like want to blew up. When I begin my speech, my tongue start to twist and I running out of saliva and it make me feel very difficult to talk. Nevertheless, I have to talk anyway. When I talking, I can see all my classmates look very blurred. I start to wonder whether they understand what I am talking about. I continue my speech until I have finished it.

Let’s talk about anything else. I will continue my story about the accident that had happened to. When I arrived at the field, my friends told me that the ball need to pump because it’s running out of pressure, so I quickly cycled to my home to pump the ball. Just ten meter from my house, with a great speed, I ride the bicycle going down a slope
and all of sudden……………my mum shout my name” imi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” , and then I look at my mum, while I looking at my mum, a rooster crossed in front of me and I tried to hit the rooster because I have unfinished business with the rooster. I don’t want to tell about the unfinished business, and let it as a secret forever. It was the most suitable time to hit the dammed rooster but another thing happened to me.

Something horrible has happened to me. My bicycle’s handle broke down while I was still cycling in high speed and because of that, I fell down and my face hit the ground very hard and according to Newton’ law- I forgot which one of his law whether it is first, second or third, when an object collides in a short time, it create a very large impulsive forces. As a result, my face was badly injured.

One of the injuries is broken nose and because of that my nose today is slightly bend to the left if I not mistaken. I also almost lost half of my tongue; the doctors have to make three stitches on my tongue and it made my tongue stiff for a couple of days, during the period it is very hard to me to talk and also to eat. When I eat, I cannot taste the food. Oh God. Another injury is my upper lip was cut and also almost lost some part of my lip and the doctor has made a very nice stitch in order to reduce the scar when it recovered.

I have spent two nights in hospital. It was horrible stay at hospital. I will continue my experience staying in hospital next time. I will talk about the food, the nurses that keep in charge and many other things. For those who know which Newton’s law that state about the impulsive force, please tell me.Thanks.

Saturday, February 21, 2009


A week by week has come to the end. I have been here in Bandar Utama for about seven weeks in this year doing a preparatory course at college of Bandar Utama - a small college that only has one main building. As a result, there is a difficulty to get a class if we want to do a replacement class. I wonder when the college will expend their facilities. Nevertheless, I have to go to this college no matter what in order to complete my course. Everyday, I walk to the college; it takes about 15 minutes and another 15 minutes going back to student house. On the way to the college, I always shocked by a dog. In this week, there is nothing special happened, I just go to college and bring back homework.

I think if I keep writing about my life in college, I will fall sleep at any moment. Let talks about my past experiences. One of my past experiences is when I involved in an accident that has happened when I was in form one – five years before. It is a terrible accident. In a nice morning, I went to a football field by bicycle – my sister bicycle. When I arrived at the field, my friends told me that the ball need to pump because it’s running out of pressure, so I quickly cycled to my home to pump the ball. Just ten meter from my house, with a great speed, I ride the bicycle going down a slope and all of sudden……………

Next week I will continue my story. Now I want to write about a skill that I get from a program that has been produced by Microsoft. From this software I have an ability to fly an airplane. This software is called Microsoft Flight Simulator. Through this software I learned how to handle the airplane. I have successfully passed the test carried out by the software and I got a certificate that acknowledges me as private pilot. The entire instrument that showed in the cockpit functioned like the real one. One of the instruments is called as altimeter that indicates the altitude and another instrument is called as flaps that have a function to create air resistant during landing and takeoff.

Last night, I helped one of my friends how to fly an airplane called Cessna C172SP Skyhawk. It is just a light aircraft that have simple instruments. I act as a co-pilot and he is the main pilot. We takeoff from Kuala Lumpur International Airport and will make a full stop landing at Sultan Abdul Aziz Shah Airport at Subang. It takes about 30 minutes. He successfully landed the aircraft at the runway. I think it is one of fun things to do in order to release our stress.

Next week, I have physics and economics exam, so I think I should stop right here because I have not study anything yet. It is important exams because the marks will take into AUSMAT account for internal course work. That’s all for today.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

First week of February has come to the end.This is another dull week.Why do I said that??because nothing happened that can give an excitement for me except last night event.One of my friends celebrated his birthday,now he is 19 years old.He held a birthday party at a student house and it was a exhilarating event.During the celebration,we have a game after we had a meals.The game make nervous because we have to do something unpredictable.One will play a music and there is a box that is full with task that have to be done by someone who get the box when the music stopped.One of my friends get out from the house pretending someone was calling him in order to escape from the game.After he left the house,I felt very frustrated and sad due to his action because he left me behind.He should took me with him.

Nevertheless,I have to find an idea how to break away from from the ridiculous game.Maybe god want to save me at that time because he gave me an idea to getaway from the game.I sent a message to my sister told her to make a phone call to me,so I will have a chance to leave the living room to answer the call,and then I will run away.After running away from the party,I joined my friend that ran away before me at my friend house,Umar(not real name).I very regret not to join my friend at home watching a television program about to find a people who have a great sense of humour.

That event help me a lot in make me happy because couple days before I was bothered by my mother’s health.I was in shocked when I got message from my sister.She told me that my mother was in hospital.My mother never been in hospital before unless she had a really bad physical condition.Doctor can not detect what problem that my mother has.The doctor make a blood pressure examination but he found that the blood pressure is normal.This week only,my mother had went to hospital for two times.Thanks god that her condition is going well today and I hope everything is going to be alright.

This is the fifth time I writing for my blog and I found that it is a hard thing when I don’t have any idea to put in my writing.Nevertheless,I have to keep writing once a week because it is a part of EALD subject.Talking about EALD,couple of days before,my friend and I was told to prepare a book review in collage form.We managed to finish it but it was just a simple one because we don’t even know that our EALD teacher will take mark.Oh God!

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my head is going to blow up thinking what I do have to write after this.The world is experiencing economy recession at the moment and thousand of workers are going to lose their job.I hope that the government will not reduced my scholarship due to current economy activitiy.Talking about economy,it remind me to something,………….it is my economics homework.I end my writing at this point in order to give time to work on the homework.That’s all.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

February 1, 2009.This is the last day of my holiday.Tomorrow,the class will start again after one week break.One week is like one day to me because…………..i don’t know why.I think maybe some of you feel the same thing like me and of course you know what the the reason is.If you have different feeling,I can conclude that you different humankind.

I have been here in student house since Friday.I decided to come here early because I have homework to do.When I at home together with my family,I didn’t touch my homework at all.The position of my bag when I was at home in the first day during the holiday didn’t change until I want to go back to college again. I hope that my decision to be here early will help me to finish all my homework but the result is really disappointing because the situation is just same like when I was in my hometown.As a result,I regret very much.Next holiday will be in June.It is a long period of waiting.Waiting is a misery.Our life is full with agony because we cannot escape from waiting.

In order to make this writing is longer.I want to write about what had happened to me last two weeks that is the last week before holiday.I was chased by a dog two times in a week.The SAME dog.I think I don’t have any unfinished business with him.Maybe he think that he brave enough to fight with me.When I met him when I was going back from college,he tried to chase me,so,before he chased me,I quickly ran away from him.When I away ran doesn’t mean I’m lost.I just don’t want to make a chaos.If i have a fight with him,sure he will injured and I will die because he has a dangerous disease.Usually I only take ten to fifteen minutes to arrived at college,but in order to avoid from meet with the dog,I take about 30 minutes.

AHH!!!!!!!!!I’M BLANK!i don’t know what I have to write.Talking about the dog.The owner should responsible to their dog because it can cause a big problem to others.I happy living in the student house because it’s big and better than in hostel in Centrepoint but what I hate most about this residential area is dog’s droppings.I can found it everywhere.So to dog owner please take this as a serious issue.You are willing to buy a dog for thousand rinngit,so,you also do the same thing to your dog’s dropping.Sorry if I writing a nonsense thing because I don’t have idea.

I think I should stop right here before I continue writing something that is more ridiculous.Besides that,I have more unfinished homework to be done.So thank you for those who reading my blog and for those who are not reading my blog,keep reading others’ blog because reading is good for your mind.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

third task

First of all,i would to say sorry because i'm late to send a new post for Friday Night blog.I have no intention to make it late because last night i was on a bus going back to my hometown in Kelantan.So,i have no chance to write a new one.i'm so sorry.Talking about going back to hometown,yesterday i was in a big shock because there were a million of people and it was totally different than usual.For example in KL Sentral,before this i have to line up in just a short line in order to buy a ticket.But yesterday,there was a long line of people waiting to get their tickets and it take me about twenty minutes to buy tickets,fifteen minutes longer than usual.
That is not only a problem that me and my friends have to face yesterday.Another problem is we gonna be late for bus.We thought that our bus will depature at nine o'clock,so,we were very anxious if we missed the bus.i could not imagine what will happen to us if we miss the bus.Fortunately,we found that our bus will start a long journey to Kelantan at ten o'clock.We have a little misunderstanding about the tickets.Maybe parallax error.At the bus station(Putra bus station),it was very crowded with people who are also want to going back to their hometown especially students from easterm part of Malaysia.We were very tired and exhausted like after travelling through a desert like what was happened to Waris Dirie.We were very tired because to go to Puta bus station,we have to take a bus and it take about one and a half hour from Bandar Utama to KL Sentral and after that,we have to wait for the commuter for about another 30 minutes.We have an hour break before continue our journey to Kelantan.During the journey to my hometown,i got a backpain and could not sleep because the seat was hard like a boulder and there was a passenger that sat behind me always talking to his friend until my watch showed that it was two o'clock.We arrived
in Kelantan in the morning.
I have one week break in conjunction with Chinese New Year that is on 26 January and at the same time,there is another important event will be happened at 4.30 p.m. that is sun eclipse that happen in two hours.I never seen it before and i don't want to miss it once again.It happened once before when i was in primary school if i'm not mistaken,but at that time i still don't know anything about it,so,i just ignored it.It is one of the great events in the world.
I will not spend a whole week in my hometown but i only spend it about four to five days because i have a lot of homework to be done.Before i going back to Kelantan,i have done one of my homework that is physics that has 35 questions that waiting for answers and for now,i have to finish homework for English and Methematics.It seem that i have to read "Boy:Tles of Childhood"one more time in order to get more understanding because i have to make a review about it.Talking about English,I want to talk about my experience in acting.Me and my
friends have to choose a scene in a novel and we have to make real in drama.It was an embarassing and happy experience that i ever have in my life.I guess.I was very nervous at the first time.I make a lot of mistakes during the drama but i have to keep going and luckily,my teammates always give me enough support.Everyone in the class was laughing.
I just leave it as a memory in my life.Let's us talk about another thing.Em...what else?I think that's all for this time because i have no idea what i have to write.I don't have any comment about the Palestinian at this moment because they are peaced at this moment.But i think,the ceasefire will not last longer.That's all.Thank you very much more your time reading my blog.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Another week has come to the end.In this year,this is week second for me studying in Kbu college and I have nine months and two weeks more to finished my course that is AUSMAT-a course that never know before.Now,slowly I can feel the heat of AUSMAT like one of my senior said to me.There will be a plenty of homework,assignments and many other things.Before this,I don’t believe what that senior told,and now I completely believe what he said.
After I read through the course outlines for all five subjects,I can feel the tense that I will have to face after this.Talking about the subjects,although there are only five subjects,but all of them are very challenging because to determine either I pass or failed,the evaluating system is not mainly focused on external final exam but internal exam and also the course works.All this things make me stress and lost interest to study.But there is no turning back,I have to keep on.
Probably in this weekend,I have no chance to relax and sleep until noon that is one of my favourite activities during holiday because of a pile of homeworks.I have three homeworks that have to be finished this weekend-chemistry,physics and EALD.Whether I like it or not this is one of the responsibilities as a student.There is no use if I keep complaining because I know it is for my own future.Unfortunately,i don’t have this kind of awareness in my soul right now.So,for tonight,I just want to take some rest and forget everything about homework.Maybe,I want to play futsal with my friends tonight.
I think that’s enough talking about all these things because it make me tension and my head like want to blow up thinking about it.Let I change the topic.Now I want to talk about holiday.Last holiday that I ever went together with my family is when I was in Form one.We all went to Pulau Langkawi.Plus my uncle and my whole family,we are eleven members all together.We rented you a van and travelled from Kelantan to Perlis and it take ten hours.It is a very tiring journey.After we arrived at Pulau Langkawi,we rented a room in 3 stars hotel.Try you imagine,how eleven people stay in one room that is only for two people.It is very hectic like a traffic jam in Kuala Lumpur.Sometimes,we have to line up in order to use the toilet.It is very fun holiday because we had opportunities to visit a lot interesting places like Mahsuri Tomb,Telaga Tujuh waterfall and many more.It is an exhilarating moment for us especially for the kids.
Based on my holiday,I proud to live in Malaysia because it is a peaceful country and I have a lot of chances to travel and spent a quality time with my family.But something different happening in other countries like in Palestine.Everyday,we in Malaysia,we can hear people laughing and various kind of music and also delicious food but in their country,what they will hear in their daily life is people crying because of the death of their family members and they also will hear sound of bomb explosion.What make the situation more worsen is the world community just see their situation like people watching a movie.They will criticize that movie,then after the is finished,nothing happen.People get out from the cinema and begin to have a conversation about another topic.
That’s all for now.

Friday, January 9, 2009

first task.

First of all,I want to acknowledge to you all that I’m a new blogger.To begin with,I would like to introduce myself.My name is Mohamad Rahimi Bin Mohd Sukeri.I’m from eastern part of Malaysia that is Kelantan.A state that is familiar with ‘Nasi Kerabu’.Sadly to say that flood is happening right now in Kelantan.But never mind.It is a natural calamity that we cannot control at all.I’m a pure science student when I was in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Kota(just an ordinary school).I think that’s all about myself.If I have time,I will continue about it next time.
Next,I’m going to talk about my family.I consider my family as a very big family because it consists of eleven members.Is it big right?My father work as a technician assistant at a government institution in Kota Bharu for about 20 years.What about my mother?She is a full-time housewife.But I don’t call her job as a housewife but as an domestic engineer because she responsibled to manage all domestic matters in our house.I have a brother,two sisters and two younger brothers and two younger sisters.
Ehm…….What else should I write?Well,since I don’t have any interesting idea,I will continue to write about my siblings.I want to start with my brother,Syaharuddin.Now,he is working as a quality inspector in medical factory also in Kota Bharu.Both of my sisters still studying in university.One study in MARA University of Tecgnology and another one studying in Malaysia University of Technology.Next,all my younger siblings are studying ini school.
I think that’s enough about my family.
I want continue to talk about my hobbies and weekend activities.About my hobbies,painting and playing computers games is my favourite hobbies for indoor.For outdoor,I like to play badminton and of course football,the number one sport in the world and in my opinion,it is a compulsory sport for man.During weekend,usually I love to hang out with my friends especially at night about 9 o’clock until midnight in order to release the tension after studying hours and hours in college and also it is an opportunity to get some entertainment and have a conversation about something different than about our studies.One more thing I like to do is sleep until noon.However,I don’t think that I can do these activities anymore this year because a have a lot of assignments to working out.For instance,I have to write a blog once a week.
Finally,I would like to touch a little bit about the current issue that is a war between the Palestines and the Israel regime since it become the headlines in every newspapers and news. .In my opinion,it is useless effort if we continue to depend on United Nation because obviously we can see that UN is powerless and under controlled by United States and most of its members are from Israel.Next,other nations did not learnt from the previous experience.How many resolutions that have been made but no one of it,is functioning.Sometimes,USA will use its veto power to cancel the resolutions especially when it give effect to their importance.Our fomer Prime Minister suggested that we must boycott the product from Israel and the USA and band the uses of dollar in any business but change it to dinnar.I think his suggestion is effective to reduce their power.It probably give a lot of effects to us,but we have to learn and adapt to the new environment that is without the influence of USA.I believe that we can srand on our on feet.
It’s quite boring right?.Anyway,I will try to improve it vext time.

Thursday, January 8, 2009


trying new blog